So this morning’s prayer was all about getting productive and reading God’s word and definitely thanking God for allowing me to live one more day… Lately I feel as though I need to live my life knowing that sooner or later I will no longer exist in this world, yea pretty much I feel that I may not live to see 30, 50 or 60 years or God knows how long, but bottom line is that this feeling has just really been hitting me hard and as a result I have come to understand even more that life is not all about the Benjamens or school accomplishments (not that any of these are bad) but personally I feel that I am to live everyday as if they may be my last…

I want to live for a cause…

Really I did not mean to write about this but there is nothing wrong with freestyling and expressing whats in a brothers heart…Other then that I am enjoying reading about Christ in the book of Mark and how people PRAISED GOD! as they witnessed His power through the healing of the paralytic. This is just another teaching on how musicians are not always necessary to make a loud noise of praise to God. Many times we (musicians) have failed in thinking that w/out us people will not praise God, but the Bible proves us wrong, it is Jesus’s presence in a gathering (or whatever the setting may be) that makes praise rise to Him.